I am so sorry for your loss. The quiet that occurs after the loss of a beloved pet is the hardest part. I loss Dudley (my beagle/golden retriever mix) 6 weeks ago and the silent has been the hardest part. All the could ofs, would haves and should ofs have also crossed my mind as well.

The only solace I have is that I loved him and we had a good life together just as you and Bibi had.

Your casket full of flowers was a beautiful way to say your final goodbye. May the joy you shared together always be with you.